February 2011
binge and purge and binge and purge and binge and purge and binge and purge and binge and purge and binge and purge and binge and purge and binge and purge and binge and purge and binge and purge and binge and purge.
January 2011
I made an appointment with a psychiatrist for...
I cant stand living like this anymore. But I’m afraid she’s going to laugh at me. Thinking I’m not sick enough to need help. That because my BMI isn’t 16.4 I don’t have an eating disorder. That because I don’t have scars on my knuckles, I don’t purge enough. That because I only cut once every few weeks, rather than every night, that I’m not hurting...
beautifulbloodandbones-deactiva asked: food is your friend. there are plenty of ways to be skinny without starving yourself.
if you just don't eat you're just going to be unhappy, if you eat and work hard, you'll be thin and happy.
please eat, please keep it down. do it for yourself, do it for everyone that follows you. you're beautiful.
if you just don't eat you're just going to be unhappy, if you eat and work hard, you'll be thin and happy.
please eat, please keep it down. do it for yourself, do it for everyone that follows you. you're beautiful.
Can someone please explain to me that it’s alright to consume food? And that it’s okay to digest the food I actually do eat, rather than purging it up? And that everything will be okay?
killersinthehallway asked: <3333333333
OH AND I HAVE A COMPLAINT
Ex’s new girl is here visiting for his birthday. All of my friends know how self conscious I am abut my weight. They know I don’t eat enough, they kinda know that I purge up what I do. They don’t know the extent of it, but they know I’m fucked up. So I’m asking about his new girl, like “is she pretty?” “how tall is she?” “is she...
FINALLY got to weigh myself.
123.4lbs.
I can deal with that. I mean, I was 121 before I switched birth controls, and ended up going up to 129 thanks to those fuckers (I weighed myself before I left for NY last Thursday) so I lost like 6lbs in a week :]]
Just got back from the gay club.
I’m not gay, but my friend is so I went with him. This was my outfit: black skinnies, black ankleboots with a 4-inch heel, and a lace shirt with nothing but a bright red bra on under it. I was really insecure, thinking my fat was jiggling all over the place, but apparently I looked pretty good because I got hit on by two gay guys, had one gay guy start dancing with me, and had one lesbian...
I've realized that I hate everyone but my puggle.
I’m going to take Kurt and run away and be happy.
talkkk.
http://thetasteof-thin.tumblr.com/ask
I wish I didn't have to count calories.
I want to be beautiful.
You know what?
Fuck it.
Mommy got dumped and was sad so we went on a...
I gots:
-A really nice strapless leather dress, a sequeny spaghetti-strap dress and a leather skirt from H&M.
-A lace shirt, a cute sweatshirt, an owl necklace, and two headbands from Forever 21
-Some super sexy new sequeny/sparkly heels from some random shoe store
-Two new bras and two new thongs from Victoria’s Secret
-New body spritzer and lotion from Bath And Body Works
Annnnd...
Okay, now I think I have a problem.
It’s 6:54pm on Wednesday, I hadn’t eaten since Sunday afternoon. Mom brought me home Pancho’s. I ate half of it, and went to the bathroom and purged it up without thinking twice. You’d think that eating for the first time in three days would be acceptable, but no. ugh.
I love you all, but...
I’m starting to hate this website. I love it, and it inspires me to no end, but sometimes I think I might be normal if I wasn’t so addicted to thinspo. But then again, I know that isn’t true. I’ll always be crazy.
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Whenever I feel bad about myself, I just take/post a new before/after picture to remind me of how far I’ve come(: Makes me feel so much betterrrr.
